I got so worried about You when I heard you after like 2 million years. So this one's for you =]] Well, All my posts are for You, so.

Firstly, you are NOT a Bad Person. I know you're not. 'Cause I spent a year with a girl I loved, and still love, more than I love life itself. You're not bad at All. Remember when this same thing happened in WSMS? With Sydney H telling you you were evil and immoral and shyt? It's happening again now. I say, Forget It. Forget it. Don't bother trying to change back, 'cause it's Dumb to change Back. If you want to change, change into something New. 'Cause life doesn't wait for those who want to stay in the past.

Just move on, forget about the negative thoughts, who cares if you've changed... You still have so many people who love you to bits and pieces and who Will love you no matter What. Remember I said, I'd love you the same even if you were a drug peddler in Brazil? Remember I said, I'd love you even if you called me up every day to scream at me? Remember all those things? They still hold water. We've had our problems, but so what, real friends stick even when they see the other changing... Even for the worse. Because I know there's no point stopping you, it'll only make you do it more, not to mention that you hav to be able to have your Own opinions... That's the kind of girl you are. So I won't stop you, you're right after all, people Need to get hurt once in a while.

Tough Love, girl. But you gotta do it, and you gotta trust that you have so many people you can turn to. Like me, and Jason (though yeah he doesn't talk much), and Prar, and Nick (when he's not MIA), and those two lovebirds or whatever you call them, and your classmates, and that kid who likes you =]] We ALL love you. We WILL be there for you no matter how screwed you turn out. And if you changing causes you any grief, we will say, fine, we were wrong. But we'll pick you up from there. It's the only thing we can do. And we sure do a Good job of it.

About the relationship thing, babe, I know you take these things really seriously. Trust me, I know. I do the exact same thing. I know it hurts to know that she never loved you like that. Desperation IS a poor excuse. But maybe she deserves another chance, to be friends? It's up to you. I can tell you she never meant to hurt you... But I guess wounds don't close up so fast. So my advice is, keep your distance, you guys will be friends when the time is right... Which isn't now, when you're still bitter and angry like this.

And girl, don't be angry. It's not all your fault, stop taking the blame. The way I see it, you guys hurt each other the same. It's just that you happen to have alot of other shyt going on, which makes things much worse =[[

I wish I was there to wipe your tears away. I wish I was there to hold you in my arms and give you a huge hug, the hug you deserve after all this. I wish I was there to deal with both of you and make things okay. I wish I was there to listen to you... But I'm not. I can't be. I'm sorry babe.

I still Love you so much.
I hate seeing you so upset.
But then, at least you know you're alive enough to Feel upset. See? Pros of everything.

And abut the friends thing, I say don't follow anyone's advice blindly. If you think they're good, stick to what you say. If they do end up bad, then fine, take the hit, suffer whatever 'bad' they might do. But you'll never know if you just walk away now. It's not fair to them anyways.

you're beautiful
but you don't know
can't see what's there, inside your soul
always feeling like you're not good enough
you wish you could be someone else
sometimes you just can't see yourself
but i can see just who you are,
who you are

you're Exceptional,
the way you are,
don't need to change for nobody
you're Incredible,
anyone can see that
when will you believe that
you are
nothing but Exceptional?

AMC ♥ KNS =]]]]]]]]]]]

Anytime you need a listening ear, I'm Here. I know what this is like, we went through the same shyt together in WSMS... We may not be in the same place but keep the faith keep strong... We'll pull through this one more time. And we'll come out stronger than ever. I promise you. In the meantime, don't hang out with anyone that makes you feel down. Hang out with people who'll shower you with love, without losing sight of reality. You need support right now. And amiga, you have support.

Mi amor, muchos amor =]]]

I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUU.