Thursday, August 23, 2007
Ahah Babe! I AM JEALOUSSS.
Grrrr.
Lol, but as I said, it's okay, cause I've had you AND I always will =]]
Cause you know I give the best kisses and the best hugs.
Haha, no I'm not fighting over you! =]]
Just some pics to put up.


this next one's for KIMMY. (since I can't call her Babe anymore.)

&& BRITT BRITT.
Haha, ♥!
LOVE.
You're Sexxxxy =]]
Pics later, swear.
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DancerxMonkey
-5:50 AM-
Saturday, August 18, 2007
Okay, it's been A Long Time since I posted last.
Well, what's been going on here? Hmmm...
Mikey came back for like 2 weeks from Oregon. <33
I made this from random pics I had:

&& Here are some pics from Mikey's visit! I look so good for a person who just got run over. HAHA.
I can't believe it, he's watching Mom buy cheesy bread.

CHICKEN LITTLE HEAD!

Jacking Jason's fav hat.

Some seriously disgusting shxt we made.

A Healthy and Nutritious Meal :P

&& BRENDA OWNS THESE NEXT PICSSS.



&& Old pic with Tabitha.

AH I'm a camwhore!
<3333 you All. No preferential treatment.
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DancerxMonkey
-12:02 AM-
Saturday, August 11, 2007
So you wanted to End it... Babe I understand. Some of the things you tell me about how you're feeling are Really Badd. I'm sorry you think no one understands you. Me included. I will kill to know, though. I'd die to help you. Cause you're too good to be emotionally wasted like that.
I will always, Always love You.
You know, I guess I realised that suicide is Never worth it. I've tried like 4 times already, and it hasn't worked, and I'm Sure there's a reason for that. Maybe I should just accept that maybe I'm Not meant to go yet, so I should stop tampering with time and just let life take its course.
RIP MATTHEW DANIEL CLARK (March 4, 1987 - August 11, 2005) You're always still here with me, breathing and alive.2 years ago today, my skies turned grey and a huge part of me Died.
Growing up, you were the only thing I could count on other than constant Tragedy. You helped me out when I had a problem and you went all over the place Just to find me something healthy to eat when I had dance competitions and stuff. For 6 years you worked for me and Mark, just so he wouldn't get so mad so often. && You made your friends take me in when you felt it was the least safe at home.
Then, it happened. I remember it was so scary. For months after - til Now, even - I keep thinking I'll have the same untimely end as you, and Dad, and God knows How many other people I've knwon who died. Do you know that, to this very day, I have a horrible phobia of lorries? I have not gone near one since. Not to mention bridges. I can't bear to be in a car driving over bridges now.
Are you proud of me, Matty? I went through with the adoption, like you told me to for so long. I studied. I tried to be strong, and Yes I did Fail, but I promise it won't happen again. I found happiness. I found a family. I found all the things you would've died - and in a way, that you did die - for me to Have and to Keep.
Here's to you : my Only True Family.
The day I forget what you did for me, I'm certain I will die.
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DancerxMonkey
-1:53 PM-
Monday, August 6, 2007
Babe you were Never meant to have read That. I told Jason not to say anything. It's not your fault.
I'm Just Dumbb Like That =]]Haha.
Today was quite Funn. Jackson came to visit me && brought a whole tin full of Chupa Chups. Also got me a burger from In-N-Out. Doctors didn't see, luckily. The burgers are so small I can finish them in 5 big bites anyway. Seriously. Even the McDonald's Filet-O-Fish looks bigger. But it's not as tasty.
Anyway, I hear some people wanted to see my goth pics (Kirenn?). Here they are. Some are pretty small, sorry.
I ♥ this one.

Me && Marissa!

Vampire?

More fooling around during Homeroom.

Slut pic :/ With one leg in the sink.
my girlfriend's hotter than yours <3
Yup, she Is! & So am I!
Haha.
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DancerxMonkey
-4:19 AM-
It's Ashleyy =]]
Finally with a Blog.
It's not like I have anything Great to say. I just wanna share my Life.
Haha, what a Loser eh?
girl i love yougirl i miss yougirl you take my breath awaywith every breath you take'cause you're just way too beautifulnobody wanna see us togetherbut it don't matter, noYes Babe ILY tons tons tons!& you got yourself a place on my Wrist. Not carved, written =]]
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DancerxMonkey
-4:19 AM-